I need a clean start over. It is not because my life is awful and I just cannot get anything right. The reason is quite simple: I need to get to know myself again. I need to cultivate kindness, compassion, and selflessness. That is going to be one of the things I will intentionally work on: to think less of myself.
I understand that it is important to plan our future and to work on our character. However, reflecting on my relationship with God I have been selfish, only thinking of me. “God, please do this”. “God, help me with this problem”. Me, me, me, and me.
There has to be something more. It is time to give myself to others, to put in action the plan that God has for my life. I want to work for him and to do it intentionally. Knowing that this is why He created me for. He has given me the opportunity to start over, the opportunity of the blank page. And you guys know what? I will let him write my story.